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In January of 2004, I had major surgery on my stomach and after a week, I was home recuperating. Two weeks later I was back in the hospital. I had developed a blood clot in my left leg. So, for the next year, I spent a lot of time in my chair.
It was hard at first not being able to go and do the things I was used to doing. My husband and granddaughter had to do everything in the house, even cooking. I missed going to Bible Studies and Church for a long time. I missed singing in the choir, even after I was able to return, however in a wheelchair.
My friends from Church came to visit me a lot at first, but after a while, I spent a lot of time alone. I knew that people were praying for me and I received many calls and cards. It was great encouragement to know that people cared.
I had a choice to make, either to be miserable and not accept my circumstances or make the best of it. I knew verses from the Bible that taught me that there was a reason for suffering and that good could come from it.
I started reading a lot of good books, Christian novels for the most part. Then one day at Church we were given a challenge to pray for 30 minutes a day for 30 days. It was specifically for God to direct us to a new Pastor, which we had been without for a year. They gave us a book to guide our praying and a card with all of the names on the pulpit search committee. At first, I thought this commitment would be impossible. I could never remember, or so I thought. But, nevertheless, my husband and I made the commitment to pray.
I started praying for these men and women each day, by name and before long I had memorized the whole list. We were also reading a chapter from Proverbs each day.
God started giving me more people to pray for and their specific needs. The list kept getting longer than 30 minutes to cover it all. I had to write it down in my journal. God was teaching me to pray and to intercede for all those on my list.
Then a young man from Church asked me to pray for him. He started calling me in the morning and we would pray for and with each other over the phone. What a blessing. God has given me a love for the people that I pray for.
Even the members of my family started giving me specific things I could pray for in their lives. This has brought us closer to each other and to God.
People are thankful when you tell them you are praying for them. I started praying that God would give me a ministry that I could do from chair. He gave me a burden for women in my class that are going blind. They cannot see well enough to read the Bible or a daily devotional. So God provided a way for me to record devotions on tape for them to listen to.
Within the last month, God has given me the opportunity to write some devotional thoughts. I don’t know as yet, how He is going to use them, but, as I found out, He can use anything that we will do for Him.
It is exciting. I could have just wasted all of those hours in self pity. Instead, God has taught me some valuable lessons while sitting in my chair.
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